Knee deep in pussy and other philosophical things

Hello my lovelies,

Have you ever considered running away? Just dropping everything, and leaving without telling anyone? Does it appeal to you? Or is it just another odd thing I think about...?

I guess it's not just the leaving that pulls me. I mean sure I'd love to get up and travel the world, go everywhere I can and just experience things. But I do believe theres more to this.

Maybe It's because I want to start my life all over again. Wouldn't that be great? If you could just pretend nothing in your past ever really happened? No one would know all the embarrassing and stupid things you did, all the mistakes you've made or the problems you've caused. what people didn't know wouldn't hurt them and then you'd be able to tell if people liked you based on who you are, not what you've done.

Another reason could be to find out who really cares and notices when you're gone. If you just got up and left, who would notice? Who would take the time to text, message or call you to figure out if you were ok? Who would have  the courage and determination to chase after you?

Side note, but it would be *so* romantic if a guy were to come after me if I ever do decide to run away. It would be like a movie. Too bad no one will!

I seem to do that a lot, I imagine the most amazingly romantic things a guy would do for me, then I remember, oh wait that's never going to happen cuz I'm #foreveralone. Also, that would require social interaction of some sort, and y'all know how I feel about that shit...

Sometimes I feel like I should've been born a boy. That way it wouldn't be weird that I always tell people how I feel and ask people out on dates. Also, that way I could do all the romantic things I think about for some special girl. God I'd be such a stud muffin, gettin all the bitches because i know how feels work and shiittt. I'd be like, knee deep in pussy!

Anyways, I'm done now. As for Jimmy, still not sure what's happening with that schtuff, but hey, life goes on. Things will sort themselves out, eventually, I hope... But probably not as quickly as I would like. (of course that will probably be my fault, cuz relationships be scary!)

ANYWHATTT.... Hope you had a good day today my little hipsters, talk to you tomorrow <3

bye,

xoxo