Have you ever been in love?
Love is such a crazy confusing amazing emotion. Everyone wants to be loved by someone, yet no one wants to have to deal with the pain it brings when it all falls through. Love is what brings people together, and studies have show that it can be almost as powerful as a drug.
It also annoys me when people use that word so often. These four letters have such a powerful meaning, you shouldn't just throw them around willy-nilly. I have to admit, I'm guilty of whipping it out there. Many people who are in relationships(or at least I've found) jump into the illusion of love or true love so quickly that after a while it disappoints them, or becomes redundant.
I also feel like everyone blames love for the pain they feel when get dumped or left. No, that's not love, that is the feeling of rejection, of fear, pain, sadness. It is trusting someone you love with your inner most guarded thoughts, and them betraying you. It is not love's fault, its simply the aftermath.
Woah, this post just got very dark and depressing.
In any case, I don't understand how people can judge others for who/when/how they fall in love with someone. It's none of your business, unless you know that someone you love could get hurt.
Another important thing I want touch upon are crushes. They seem so juvenile. With the butterflies in the stomach, the sweaty palms, the anxiety, the uncertainty, and the overall uneasiness that comes with liking someone and not knowing if they return the feelings. Its crazy, but at the same time it's fantastic and exhilarating when you finally do tell them and they return the feelings.
AAAHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh........ life is full of confusing but bloody brilliant mysteries.
This was all brought to my attention because Jimmy kissed me today, and that four letter word almost popped out of my mouth. Man, what a horrible mistake THAT could've been!
Regardless, today was fairly fun, as fun as boring school days can be. Hope you had a great day and a brilliant weekend!
Be safe my little internet hipsters, bye bye <3
xoxo
PS If any of you guys are wondering, this is a great song, and its almost exactly how i feel right now... you should listen to it :)
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